felixmaximus

To me sex is primal and thats where it belongs. So it cannot enter into my conscious mind intentionally except in a supervisory capacity. Besides that, including another nonsexual activity in sex and letting that detract and draw all of my attention from the actual act, I propose, makes the level of intensity that much more intense and the fulfillment that much deeper and more pleasurable. Now, I also will speculate that activities that do not require much deep thought or are abstract enough or perhaps fictional will suffice and are even necessary. And it should already be a part of the sex itself as in another party should not be filling the role but only the individuals involved. I will have to investigate what I said so far to confirm my uncertain suspicions.

7-6: Well I still need to get on this. I completely forgot about it.
7-9: im so fickle on who I find attractive, at least sexually. It changes constantly and I have attempted to stay loyal (i.e. cum only to them) to a complete stranger that knows nothing of my existence because, even though it may sound absurd to me, I would expect more stability in my life. Organically, I have a maybe three day streak of such a loyalty. Thats why as I have started to talk to someone, I dont want to let them down due to me losing my sexual unpredictability. Also need to work on my goal.
7-10: I busted 9 times today. 7 times to bella Luna bear without breaks. The sixth one was a dry orgasm. After the first two it was basically just dribbling out. Then later I orgasmed twice to anaystop. The first time I shot a max of about 3 ft across my bed among at least 2 other more shots. Then I ejaculated